so i woke up to find my hair all snipped up back to shoulder length.
i got back at my tiny friend by dying her hair green.
fat person thought it was cool so he dyed his hair green too.
we watched scary movies. the last one is currently scaring the shit out of me.
my favourite smurfs were scolded that night.
i feel like shit.

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ou, let's say that's how it went so that it'll seem that i had quite a show. haha! anyway, it's the end of the 5 day weekend and i now have insomnia. my eyes are wide open but my body wants to go to sleep.. i still can't wait for philippines. i can't wait to see my baby. i can't wait to see everyone else.

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why do i feel so shitty? i shouldnt. it's just that i missed so much.. their graduation, their prom, their presence. it's almost seems that when we left it's been so much funner- don't mind me fucking saying but that's the fucking truth right there in your face. i dont mind, personally but it's just that.. let's just say that i'm kinda jealous that everyone else is having a good time while i'm not. let's keep it to that. plus, i've missed events which you will forever remember.. for the rest of your life.

it's drama. JUST DRAMA.

it's about him.
it's about if he still feels the same.
it's about the other him.
it's about who the other him is with.
it's about my friends.
it's about being replaced.
it's about whose lips your kissing.
it's about who's being me.
it's about i missed.
it's about how much i missed you.
it's about how will know if you missed me.





zack and miri; early in the morning.. going to the mall cause twas black friday :)





i love the cut kris did :) i love you! ahhaa.



i dont like christmas but hey, presents are always cool. that's kristine's and kim's tree. awesome yes?



angels are just angels. nothing special.



what do you want for christmas?

x

Labels: brags, needs, nonsense, question of the day

so. this is whats going on with all the blogs now. 'taaaaaaaaaggedddd'. haha.

1. each bloger must post this rules.
2. each blogger must being with ten facts about them.
3. other blogger who are also tagged must also state rules and ten facts about themselves.
4. you must choose ten people to give this 'award' to and list their names at the end.
5. it is essential that tag is left at their tag boards,letting them know about the award they've received.


10 things

1. i think ugg boots are ugly but i'm going to get a pair anyway.
2. i love anything GIR (the doggy/robot from invader zim).
3. i belong to Mickko :)
4. i'm a sucker for bands like rookie of the year, there for tomorrow, cash cash, framing hanley and the list goes on!
5. i would do anything for blueberry cheese cake.
6. i praise gage young, lara jade, snakebit and joeyl cause i want to be like them someday.
7. i have a hamster named hershey and an imaginary guniea pig named snickers
8. i play the guitar and sing but i totally suck at it. HAHA :)
9. i take a picture of anything and almost everyone to the point where they think i'm a stalker.
10. i am dying for a sip of 'yakult'. HAHA :) no shit.

going to tag.

all of you.

x

Labels: tag thang

i've experienced the most boring 2 weeks of my life. what a way to start being 16 huh? anyway,

i'm on holiday for the rest of the week.. cause of thanks giving. i'm not celebrating it. i might? maybe not. haha! more time for me to sleep and oh, to plan out my next shoots. it'll be fun :) in other news, i am confirmed to leave here on the 16th for philippines! i can't wait! but, i won't be able to drop by in brunei though :( i really don't want to dissapoint since i have said that i will be coming (that was the plan, but the parents changed it). it's because of visa + money issues. urgh. i'm really sorry.

hmm.. since i'm that bored. i'm going to make myself a list on what i'm going to do in phils ;)

1. meet up with baby!



hug, kiss, melt, take a picture, kiss, hug, melt.

2. melt with callalily.
3. MOVIE TRIPPP.
4. food trip. dried mangos, pichi-pichi! mmm. donuts.. cake.
5. celebrate baby's birthday (even if it's after the 9th)

OH. here's baby's email - hahaha_07_5@hotmail.com

SEND HIM ADVANCE BIRTHDAY GREETINGS TILL DECEMBER 9TH!
he's old. let's make fun of him :)

6. i want to go to metro walk.
7. check out the live bands.
8. get some new toys for my camera :)
9. possibly repair the 'a' button on my laptop.
10. get new softwares for the pc.
11. buy abi's gift :) heheee!
12. meet 'peachjuice', 'slumberdoll' and 'crissey'. possibly do a photoshoot?
12. meet up with old friends! CHARLOTTE, CHICHI (RON), JM, MARLO, JAPJAP! NEIL. AJ, ALEXIS! oh and the cousins too :)

ouu. i have so many plans!! eeekkk. i cant wait!

x

Labels: boredom, things to do

i went to watch twilight & bolt today with abi and kimmy. twas awesome! but honestly i think that the twilight cast could have been better. i was very satisfied with Jacob, James, Dr. Cullen, Emmet (kellan lutz! mmm now thats hot!), Alice, Victoria, ERIC YORKIE! HAHAHAHA. eric was asian! i didnt see that coming. haha! ooh.



"look bella! a wormmmmm, A WOOORRRMMMMMM!!" - eric
he's so cool.



jasper.. he always looks like he's in such pain. HAHAHAHAA.



mmmm emmet.



their make up sucks. BUT. they all look hot, dontchu think?



:) :) :)



robert pattinson (edward cullen) wasnt that hot. i mean seriously, he could have been played by someone way way way WAY more gorgeous. how they describe edward in the book, he was so.. damn perfect *huba huba*



okay fine! robert pattinson is okay :)



fine fine fine! he's hot. in certain angles. not this one though. hehe!



the sweetest part in the movie.

here's abi's theory about edward:

however i bet hardcore fans are gonna be disappointed because they get all hyped up and they have the whole movie 'imaginated' in their minds already so if the movie didn't reach what they were expecting of course they're gonna get pissed.
also, Edward Cullen in the movie, played by Robert Pattinson.
the ONLY reason why we find him HOT, is because he is playing EDWARD CULLEN!
in the book, Edward Cullen is HOT. we already 'imaginated' him in our (ladies!) minds as the perfect hot vampire, in our ideal taste of course.
so therefore we are brainwashed and would accept the fact that Robert Pattinson is HOT! because he is playing our hot sexy vampire in the movie!
so there you go...

E: And so the lion fell in love with the lamb.
B: What a stupid lamb.
E: What a sick, masochistic lion.

i'm not so sure if that line turned them on for that scene cause.. it sounds so sick. URGH! oh this is the part where i said "Edward is afraid of vaginas". watch the movie. you'll get what i mean.



everyone wants an Edward Cullen :)



ouuu. Taylor :)

i cant wait for new moon. Jacob Black only appeared like 5 times in Twilight. the scene where he was walking with Bella on the beach was really short. Abi said it was supposed to be longer.



bolt was awesome! but when i remembered that miley cyrus was in the movie.. URGH. bolt sucks.



rhino is awesome. he's the hamster.



i liked the pigeons too! i'll post a picture of them when i find one.

hehe. so yeah. twas a good day. twilight was a nice movie. you should watch it! dont watch bolt because miley cyrus is a fucking douche who deserves to die. like the jonas brothers. FUCK THEM. FUCK ALL FOUR OF THEM. GRRRRR!!

i love you my sweet little gummy bears :)

xx

Labels: movie

me thinks i need to do a little something something. hehe :)



abi's shoot from weeks before :)

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-start of tag thang-

rules are :

a) take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture right now.
b) dont change your clothes, dont fix your hair, just take a picture.
c) post that picture with NO editing.
d) post the picture with these instructions.
e) tag 5 people to this. (BLAH)



HAHA. yeap. the paths right now (above) grr. eye bags O.o

-end of tag thang-

so. the week was great. nothing went wrong :) twilight's premiere was today. i'm going to watch it tomorrow with abi and yang. NO PLANNING NEEDED. just go, get ticket, watch movie, aww for a sec, hang out, pictures! then go home :) wee!

we have a 5 day holiday next week cause of thanks giving. i honestly dont see why they celebrate thanks giving .____. wasnt thanks giving the day when the americans ruled over the natives? isnt that a bad thing? err. nevermind. i'll google it up later :) haha!

other than watching twilight this weekend.. i have nothing else planned. i WAS supposed to go to rookie of the year's video shoot. i was going to be an extra in the video (HEY. ATLEAST EXTRAS ARE IN THE VIDEO, haha!) i wanted to bring abi! ou, after the shoot, the band and fans would hang out. and and, dig this: Ryan the vocalist for rookie of the year said that i could do a shoot for them!! ekkkkk!!

but, bad news is.. i wont. cause the video and photo shoot will be all the way in San Diego. which is a 6 hour drive. i dont have a car .____. mom is planning to get a car soon though. not sure when is 'soon'. haha! i postponed getting my drivers license till i actually have a car. HAH!

i replied Ryan back asking if they're coming to San Jose or San Francisco after their video shoot or their tour. hope he replies soon :) wee! i honestly hope this goes smoothly. if not, well.. maybe i'll do a shoot for them next time :) hehe. i'm planning to ask some other bands (ones which are not too famous, because it's too hard to contact the VERY famous ones like.. all time low) and hopefully i'd get my groove on band photography cause i'm cool like that *gangster accent*

i'll keep you posted on all the stuff i'm doing :) hehe. have a nice day guys!

x

Labels: photography, plan, tag thang, update, video shoot

once again, thank you everyone for the birthday greetings! it meant so much to me, hearing from everyone especially from people back home :)

also a big thanks to abii/kris, for keeping me company and giving me the two milpitians for my birthday :) we didnt do much.. because of some.. complication (read abi's blog). it was the great anyway! i really miss you guys already- abi, yang and bijan! eee.

I LOVE YOU GUYS! eeeeeeekkk!

so we hung out at night. just had fun~ the next day, me abi and kim watched 'zack and miri makes a porno' and 'rolemodels'. zack and miri is sucha a nice movie! it's super surprisingly sweet :) i love it.



*sigh of contentment* speaking of birthdays.. the best birthday ever was when my bestie Charlotte surprised me at her house for my 14th birthday :) she held it on the 16th of november so that i wont see it coming. TWAS THE BEST! it was.. like heaven :) i miss you charlotte. she didnt send me a msg or anything this year but i understand. i know she would have wanted to. i miss you charlotte. i really really do :( there was no pictures. it's funny.. all the parties i hold or was held for me.. never had pictures :( haha! grr.

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on the morning of the 15th 2008, i talked to mickko for hella hours. by chat and by call. mom was nice enough to give me a phone card :) i miss my baby. for my 15th birthday last year.. it was just me and him. dinner at escapade.. then met up with the rest of 7 minutes of fame later on.



this year.

mickko and dyllon & no i am not picking my nose. hah!



last year :)



WIGS!





extremely blurrly photo. forgive me :(

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anyway, here are some pictures from the 14th. it's a slideshow.



other than birthday news, there's nothing new :) i'm behind the camera again for shoots! so, there will be more photos soon! it'll be cool.



photo credits to max johnson.



i still keep thinking on how much fun and love we'd all share if i spent my birthday back home. i miss everyone :) ..

Labels: birthday, love, update

i will post something new..

tomorrow :)

i love you my green and blue gummy lemon bears.

here's some pictures that really made my day :)



before that, here's my little note to Billy Bee!

thank you so much for the motivation bestie! i'm very sure you will get far in life too :) i remember how we'd talk about living in Europe. ouu london sounds so fine. me wants to go to milan with you! sigh. if only time would go faster. gr. hmmm, i have this slight feeling that you havent been all that great these past few weeks :( i just have this feeling.. i'm sorry i can't be there for you. i always wish i could.. i thank nani, piya and cousin for keeping you happy. all i want is for you to be happy :) hehee. keep smiling bestie. you look absolutely gorgeous that way.

i miss you. x



my baby is the sex :)



bry is talking to air hehe :) i miss these boys. i wish to hear seven minutes of fame play again *hint hint* hehe.





hahahahaha i still owe april and hanah an fhm photoshoot. HAHA



the picture that would make me burst into laughter!



and this one too!







chests ;3



i cant help but post this because ate hanah looks harassed! HAHHAHA.





someone has a story behind this picture :)





me and bi are in the background! hehe.



boobie pinch.



this makes me happy :)





:3



it's sweet *hint, left and center* hehe.





O___________________________________o













i found this in the archieves! i think it's cute :)

and every happy picture post deserves a photo of my bestfriend :) i miss you charlotte :(





x paths

Labels: pre-update post

here are some pictures from the other week :) it's my first weekend today that no one is over here to keep me company. it's quite soothing actually.

kris was supposed to come over :( me miss you kris!

oh and greetings:

(8) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Danice & Jaybee (belated)
(9) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Ally, Jackie, Mezz, Karmina & Izhar



i dont have a picture of izhar eh :(



twas a pretty day last week :)



Anthony Patrick ate some sour candy during holloween and there's his sour face :)



Josh has guts. i tell you :) he was hannah montana for the day. i really didnt know twas him until he turned and looked at me for the 2nd time. haha!

angel: hanah montana is miley cyrus and miley cyrus is a dude.

hehe. love you josh!



the only boob i would grab. haha! IAN.



gliberto was gliberto.



white anthony was joker for the day. it freaked me out because he looks more creepy than usual. heheee :) pardon me, i had food in my mouth that's why i look weird here.



gangster-ish?



THE-EGG-OH; diego :)



ms ahmad was raggidy ann



MARCUS HAD HIS BRACES TAKEN OFF!! AAAAAAAAAAH!!



im not sure what izrath is? hehe.



katthweenah! :D



anthony patrick's arm. haha



taylor's arm.



he wasnt whipped. thats stretchmarks O.O i couldnt believe it too.



cel was guy from deathnote.



angel was me (im serious. he was ME) for the day and then changed to guy and vagina in the night. HAHAHA.



before cel changed into his deathnote getup. he was 'hyper asian' :)

some fog pictures:







(28 & 29)









you were curious on what i was for holloween.. i was 'Dom's sister' in the morning, 'Angel' at lunch and then 'girl with cow' when we were trick or treating :) HAHAHA.



x

Labels: holloween, school, update

is Barack Obama :)

it was obvious naman! and i'm not THAT all over it cause yeah, im not that into politics. but! i'm happy that he won instead of the other douche. haha! anywho. this happened like 10 minutes ago!

heres the score: mccain-146, obama-284 (270 to win)

haha! landslide victory bitches! haha!



"i'm asking you to believe. not just in my ability to bring about real change in Washington.. i'm asking you to believe in yours" - obama.

i think this is reallt racy. but it's funny. hehee. anthony showed us this.



x

Labels: politics

i honestly think that people in brunei should make the most of their time over there :) i hear complaints on how boring the place is and how they wish to move out to a better place. sure, the place is boring.. but they have no idea what they have starring at them in the face.. look beyond no concerts, no cool place to go.. but look at the people who surround you. the people who give you hellos and goodbyes every now and then and maybe everyday.

they make the world go round. sure, everyone is leaving but just make most of the time. you'll find that it's a whole different world out there. i felt it, and you will too. the feeling of difference and new-ness ness. it's.. uncomfortable. but it will all lay out anyway.

i believe the world will end one day. i dont know how and i dont intend to know but i think that the remaining years, months, days, hours, minutes, seconds.. should be spent with the people or person who makes us happy the most. or something that makes us happy.

you wouldnt want to be off-earth without doing what you wanted to do right? i know i wouldnt.

x

Labels: inner feeling